OF MY FIRST SEMESTER

As my first semester being a grad student is beginning to wind down, I’m getting mixed feelings about my experiences since being here. On one hand, I’ve really enjoyed “being a grad student” and learning, and academia in general. Being out of school for two years, I didn’t realize what a big chunk of my life that was when it ended. I also like having a studio, and a private place to call my own… to go away and research, make, and just daydream.

But on the other hand, I’m finding it difficult and stressful when confronted with certain questions I ask myself. Like “what am I doing here?” and “what do I want to talk about?” I keep floundering when talking about my work it seems. I don’t really know what I want to “make” or “do” or what kind of things I want to say in my art. It’s disheartening at times, though I assume (hope) it’s a normal feeling most people have. However, I am happy with the work that I’m making, or “how” I’m making and the results. I’m sort of just working intuitively, even if I don’t understand what or why yet.

One thing I do have positive feelings about, and will miss, is the Introduction to Graduate Studies seminar. On the first day of class, I was not “so” nervous, but I definitely didn’t know anybody, and it felt weird eating with a bunch of strangers… even if we were all in the same boat together. But after that first class ended, I got the sense that my feelings toward the class were going to change quickly.

The Chicago Expo trip was definitely the ice breaker I needed. I partnered up with a group, and together we got to talk and really get to know each other. I also really enjoyed the Korean BBQ dinner. I was skeptical at first, but it was well, well worth the drive. It was my first experience eating that style of food, and it absolutely left a good taste in my mouth for sure.

I’ll miss the faculty presentations too, and the Q&A sessions that followed. Without those presentations, it can be so difficult getting to know faculty members without having taken a class with them. I know in my undergrad, though we had a much smaller number of faculty, there were many I definitely had to go out of my way in order to establish any kind of connection with. The presentations opened up a door for a conversation to be had with the students and faculty later down the road, and gave me some insight on to who would be best served on my MFA or MA committee as well. Some faculty members who stood out the most to me were: Doug, Helen, Emily, Fred, Meg, Faisal, and Tomiko.

And of course I’ll miss dinner! I was always starving when 5:00 p.m. came around. I love talking about food, sharing recipes, and eating – obviously. And it was always exciting to see how everyone would imagine dinner.

Though I didn’t find the readings that enjoyable or helpful compared to other readings this semester, it was a nice entrance point to start dialogue with the class as a whole. The small-table discussions, and larger group discussions, were a great way to get to know people and see their way of thinking, or ways of interpreting the readings.

Finally, after it’s all said and over with, I’m happy I came here. I’m glad to have taken steps to advance myself professionally, and to have taken a risk. I was pretty comfortable with my previous position back at home. I made decent money. I was working in the arts, for a non-profit… it could’ve been a career. But I don’t think I would’ve ever fully been satisfied or content, unfortunately, no matter how skewed or wrong that perception may be. I’ve always imagined myself getting an MFA and now, here I am, in the thick of it, barely capable of staying afloat some days.

Tschüss!

CHANGES

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The other day, I realized my work output was diminishing. And I believe that was a direct cause from having too much work on display in my studio. Many students kept commenting about how my studio looked like a “mini gallery” with all my photographs on display, and how the sculptures were arranged and so forth. And then Laurie Beth made a statement, and she used the word “precious” to describe perhaps the attitude I have toward my studio. With all the work on the wall, “looking like a gallery” – perhaps I had become too attached to the work. I think there was some truth to that. I would leave my studio having made less that day because I was convincing myself that because there was already so much work out, that I could slow down on making. Does that make sense?

Anyways, I took almost everything down or hid it away. My studio went back to basically being empty, minus a few things here or there. That was a good move on my part. Having “nothing” up in my studio gives me the sense of urgency I need in order to make more work. And since coming back from Thanksgiving break, my studio now looks like this:

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A few blogs back, I may (or may not?) have mentioned how I didn’t like the way my work looked on display in the gallery during the 4-D critique. It felt too clinical or too separated from the way I had been looking at it in the studio. In a sort of strange response to that feeling, I built myself a wall to display future work on if (and when) it gets transplanted to the gallery. I’ve kind of been looking at the objects I make as “props” for a “set.” The set being the studio or the gallery, and the props being the artwork itself. So I basically made my own wall to put inside the gallery so I didn’t have to use the gallery’s walls. I guess that falls into installation territory, but I don’t recognize it as such or view it in that way or frame of reference.

Also, I use the words set and props because I feel that although the artworks are the initial referent or point of interest, to me the real “art” or activity or experience to take note of is the conversation or exchange of ideas back and forth between viewer or “audience.” So… that’s where the theatre terminology is all stemming from.

And I’ve been making new lens-based work. Using my studio as another “set” and being conscious of the artificial and performative aspect that is intrinsically linked to photography as a medium. I’ve connected this kind of artifice and performance to being similar if not the same as gender constructs and how we perform daily in ways that are expected of us. Or conversely, our refusal to perform? Drawing on sources from queer or homoerotic themes, such as concealment, desire and longing…

From a new body of work, titled Tenderly My Garden Grows There

 


 

Additional relevant comments:

  • I’ve been writing for a 16-minute performance piece I want to make happen either over Christmas break or at the beginning of next semester. And have been keeping a collection of various performances I want to do. I have a feeling that’s what the primary focus of Spring 2019 will be.
  • There’s an open call for art by F.H. King: Students for Sustainable Agriculture. The title of the show is called “Renewal”. I submitted work today. From the flyer:

 

accepting all media from 11.05.2018 until 02.01.2019 – botanical: to appear again after hibernation : bloom – social: to become re-invigorated with life : vitalize – political: to become anew : regenerate – on view at the 1973 gallery from 03.18.2019 until 04.14.2019 – email submissions to fhking.outreach@gmail.com – include representations of work & a statement  – all artists invited to apply – preference given to students 

 

UNIVERSITY RESOURCES

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MERIT Library is one of the many libraries on campus at the University of Wisconsin-Madison. This library in particular, the Media, Education, Resources, and Information Technology (MERIT) Library is affiliated with the School of Education, and focuses on assisting with content delivery for teachers and instructional design, as well as online learning. MERIT offers workshops and support aimed at the adoption of new tools, media development, web hosting, and web design.

MERIT stewards the School of Education’s Information Environment. The Information Environment (IE) is composed of people and services that enable discovery, access, design, and use of resources for teaching and learning, research, and outreach. 

As an art student, MERIT Library has three primary appeals.

  1. Equipment Loan
  2. Print Services
  3. Teaching Support

Just some of the equipment students can check out from MERIT Library includes: digital voice recorders, microphones, camcorders, boomboxes, PA systems, GoPro cameras, professional HD camcorders, tripods, DSLR cameras, DSLR adaptable lens filter kits, flash kits, Apple iPads, accessory lights, optical drives, external hard drives, speakers, presentation remotes, Mac laptop chargers, adapters (HDMI, DVI, VGA), thunderbolt cables, wall chargers, A/V, projector kits, iPod Air kits, pocket and overhead projectors, DVD/VCR players, projection screens, and interactive white board accessories.

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Workers at MERIT Library helping students and the community get registered to vote. 

MERIT Library is located at 225 N. Mills Street or 368 Teacher Education Building. They are open Monday – Thursday from 8 AM – 10 PM; Friday from 8 AM – 5 PM; and Sunday from Noon – 10 PM. MERIT Library is closed on Saturdays.

Phone: 608-264-4750 | Email: support@education.wisc.edu 


 

DoIT, or Division of Information Technology delivers desktop, server, and mainframe computing services and supports networks, telecommunications, Internet connectivity, administrative and academic systems, security, instructional technology, as well as other functions throughout the university. They serve the whole of the University of Wisconsin-Madison’s IT needs and demands.

The mission of the Division of Information Technology (DoIT) is to support the primary institutional missions of teaching, research, and service with innovative and creative IT services.

So, why use DoIT?

  1. IT Support and Services
  2. Tech Store

The DoIT Tech Store offers academic discounts on a wide variety of computers, hardware, software, and accessories. The Tech Store is available to departments, faculty, staff, and students.

I reached out to someone who works for DoIT, and asked them to expand their thoughts on the benefits of the department and the Tech Store for art students and others as well.

“The Tech Store is essentially a mini Best Buy… and it’s there to advise students and staff on finding what would best suite their needs, [whether it] be laptops, adapters, hard drives, and so on. We also have an online catalog where you can see the full scope of our inventory.

There’s also the Help Desk, which in my opinion is the most important thing we do for the University.  There is the phone and email Help Desk, that helps students and staff with all sorts of issues, such as Canvas, Office 365, UWnet, etc. Then there’s the walk-in Help Desk, where students, staff, and emeritus bring their computers into the store and we troubleshoot whatever issues they’re having. We work with all of the same issues as the phone Help Desk, but we also offer services such as malware removal, free software repair, hardware repair, and data recovery.”

DoIT Tech Stores have two locations: 333 East Campus Mall and in the Computer Sciences Building, at 1210 W. Dayton Street.

East Campus Mall Hours: Sunday – Monday from Noon – 5 PM; Closed Saturdays

Computer Sciences Hours: Monday – Friday from 7:45 AM – 5:30 PM; Closed Weekends

Phone Help Desk Hours: Daily from 7 AM – 11 PM

Phone: 608-264-HELP (4357) | Email: help@doit.wisc.edu

ON SELF EXAMINATION

Before I forget, I’d like to mention that I have work in Explore/Expose, the Photography Area Exhibition that’s currently up in the Art Lofts, along with Rita and Susan. Everyone should go check it out this week sometime while the doors are open. It’s a really good show, mostly curated by undergraduates in Tom Jones’ Advanced Photography class.  

 


 

Last Thursday, we had an early morning critique for Bodily Functions, the 4D area exhibition that was on display for just four days. I left the critique feeling like shit, honestly. And it’s not because I don’t or can’t take a critique. I can. Actually I encourage it, especially within the studio visits that are required by LB’s class. I want to know what is and isn’t working, what’s being activated and more pertinently, what isn’t conveying or being articulated as strongly. But anyways, I left feeling like shit because there just wasn’t much said about my work in general. It’s as if we were only talking about what was directly in front of us. And I take partial blame for that – which I will get to in a little bit. 

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Untitled, from Bodily Functions: 4D Area Exhibition

 

Fast forward to Open Studios on Friday, I saw Doug in the hallway, walking away from my studio. I said his name, and got his attention, and asked if he would come in my studio to talk about the critique the day before. I told him my feelings, and the conversation started off kind of awkward at first. He kept raising his eyebrows, or shrugging in an “Okay, your point is…” kind of fashion. It’s as if, again, I wasn’t articulating myself properly. Eventually, the conversation took a turn when I mentioned how I’m interesting in introducing writing to my practice as a way to expand the work. 

I was surprised when he made a comment about how, during critique (a word he doesn’t like to use because it sounds “nasty” to him) he doesn’t take pleasure or enjoy talking about the work in front of him as if it’s the only thing to talk about. I was surprised because that’s exactly what it felt like we were doing the day before. He further explained to me that the way a critique traffics itself is entirely in my control. I have the power to tell the group, “Listen, this isn’t helpful to me right now. I understand what you’re saying, but can we talk about this instead.” Something I failed to do. Probably because I, personally, wasn’t ready to talk about the work to begin with. I didn’t know where to start because I felt disconnected from my pieces in the show. I hadn’t seen them in a gallery yet, nor had I seen them put together in that way, and it felt like somebody else’s work to be honest. The context was completely removed for me and I felt dim about it. He told me that was a good thing to see the work out of context, and to be confronted intellectually or creatively like that.

But back in my studio, Doug and I ended up (for me at least) resonating on some kind of spiritual level when I confided that being in this M.F.A. program isn’t feeling like it’s enough right now. That is not to say that I am not thankful or appreciative, nor do I take for granted what this program is offering me. I absolutely want this M.F.A., and I want to absorb as much from this experience as I can while I am here. What I mean though, as a terminal degree, an M.F.A. is too shallow on some level. It’s not enough just to be a professional, practicing artist. It kind of feels meaningless (on a personal level). It’s not enough for me to make work for work’s sake, or to present a pseudo-comment on some kind of “issue” at large, to use art as a pedestal to spread my beliefs and opinions about what art means, or my place in it. Even if it’s in an attempt to “change the world.” 

I guess only creating visual art isn’t filling me with the kind of satisfaction I’m looking for. I have been reading a lot outside of classes. Not just the assigned books, or assigned critical theory readings in Art History, but more poetry and short stories. I think further writing, whether stream of conscious, or through poem, could be a strategy for me to investigate deeper what it is that I’m doing here. Why am I here? Also, Doug mentioned that there’s an element to my visual work (sculpture/performance) that is somewhat uncanny. I asked him to explain, and he said there’s an untenable nature to the visual work that’s in front of him. It’s something that… as if the “message” is almost there, nearly in his grasp, but it eludes him at the last minute. He said it’s a good thing, but I think writing could help fill that gap which people may be experiencing that can’t be articulated verbally. Something I could use as reference when discussing the work. 

We ended on talking about a couple performances I want to do. And he reminded me that I need not ask for permission all the time. By that, he meant express my concerns in a more direct fashion, such as “This is what I need/want. When/how can I achieve it?” 

 


Required Readings: Les Fleurs du Mal, 100 Years of Solitude, Waiting for Godot

BLUE MONDAY

I’m sitting here in the wood shop thinking about what to write this week’s blog about, and I’m finding it difficult to concentrate. So many things are happening simultaneously around me, and I’ve been going and going myself since August, and I’m starting to think it’s all catching up with me. I guess I’m just finding myself being more tired than usual.

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The 4D show opened today, and I encourage everyone to go to the reception on Wednesday from 6:30 – 8:30 p.m. It was really difficult thinking about a title for my space, because it’s still a WIP. I just put “Untitled” for everything as of now. But I’ve spent some time thinking about it, and I have a couple of working titles in mind. They are:

Dressing / Undressing for the Wall 

Feel your Floor 

Give him a Hand if Needed

I’m still developing this new body of work, so I’m struggling committing to a title until more work has been made. As of now, I’ve been dealing with the slippage that occurs between the erotic and traumatic, most often in spaces of vulnerability and intimacy (i.e., the bedroom, bathroom). I’d like to create more site-specific work at this point, wherein I use the actual space of a specific bathroom as an integral piece of the work… or a bedroom, be it my own or not. I had a talk with one of Laurie Beth’s friends, who stepped into my studio a couple weeks ago, and she said something along the lines of “Oh, like country bars!” and that really resonated with me in some kind of way. I’m from a small town in Missouri where there was only 1 Gay Bar and all the rest were hillbilly redneck bars or had a Frat Boyz & Straight Girls Only atmosphere. Something for me to think on.


 

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Asides from the opening of the 4D show, I’m also sitting in on Aris Georgiades’ undergraduate sculpture class. Today, after a week of creating investment molds for their project in foundry, it was time to pour the aluminum. The pictures can’t convey the amount of energy that was in the room. It was kind of exhilarating, and also nerve-wrecking. I’m considering taking foundry next semester, so it was cool to be able to get a picture of what the class would be like. Labor intensive isn’t really enough to describe it.


 

Finally, I had a studio visit with Catarina Leitão last Thursday. I really enjoyed her work, I thought it was great how she is interweaving 2D work in 3D spaces. I was excited to ask her about what she thought of my own stuff that I’ve been creating this semester. Particularly my photographs, because I’m trying to resolve or flesh out what more to do with them. She gave me some great advice on seeking out different materials, more interesting materials to replace some of the things I’m employing right now. Also, we talked about being “too obvious” or blunt with imagery. She wasn’t really digging the hands, because to her, they are just hands. That’s where we talked about the push and pull with the viewer… how much to feed them… how much to hold back…

It was positive, but I also had a studio visit with Sarah FitzSimons, an Associate Professor of Sculpture here at UW-Madison. I’m not taking any classes with her, but I met her over the summer and I liked her energy. Once the 4D show went up, I asked if she would like to do a visit with me to discuss it. She seemed to really respond to it, and I appreciated her formal analysis. She didn’t hold back in telling me what was and wasn’t working.

Things to do this week:

  • Ask about shaking hands
  • Print photos for Photo Area Show

WORK

Last week was long. I wrote my first paper in almost four years, and psyched myself out about it all the way up until I turned it in. You see, my Art History class unexpectedly turned itself into a course on Philosophy around the second week. That’s fine. I actually really enjoy the class itself, even if the reading is incredibly dense and the arguments are never clearly defined and each sentence seems to just go on and on and on and on and… 

Nevertheless, I did the thing and turned it in. And here’s the cover page: Screen Shot 2018-10-21 at 5.20.36 PM.png

It only had to be four pages so I don’t know what my issue was. I think I did good, but we’ll see when he gives them back to us this week. I heard someone say Michael Jay expects a high level of intelligence in class, but at the end of the day he grades easy. 

On Thursday, there were closing receptions happening simultaneously. That kind of thing is a lot more common here than where I’m from. In my hometown, we had First Fridays and that was probably the only widespread art event on any given day. For example, that was the only day anyone ever had to make a decision about which show or event they were going to go to, and which one’s they were going to have to miss. Here, that happens basically every other day. So I went to the closing reception of the MFA Photography Exhibition and another exhibit that was put together by Meg Mitchell’s technology seminar. I can’t remember what it was titled, but it wasn’t what I expected. IMG-2200Here’s a picture of Rita standing in front of Kyle’s interactive projection piece. That was something I thought was really cool, and it was also really fun to engage with. Just standing next to it, I was confused about what it was, as all I saw was a still projection and a strange looking thing on the ground where it was coming from. It was only after walking in front of it you realized it was fragmenting the environment, projecting geometric fractals of whatever crossed its path.

Fun, fun.

Rita had work in the show, and so did Susan. It was nice to see some fellow first-years exhibiting their work. The 4-D students will be having our show in about two weeks. I’m looking forward to getting it over with as I wasn’t really prepared to exhibit just yet, but such are the woes of being an artist. In other words, tough titmouse.

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Some “secret” leftover chocolate cake and coffee that I found (and obviously helped myself to) 

Speaking of the 4-D show, we’re doing things a little different this year compared to last. See, last year everyone in the 4-D area self-submitted their own work into the show. I think that’s pretty common among the area shows. However, 4-D decided to bring in an outside student to curate this year’s exhibition. We reached out to an undergraduate art history major, named Craig, whom both Emma myself have Art History with. He’s young, but brilliant, and very well spoken. He possesses the ability to talk about art with an impressive level of sophistication and articulation. 

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He came and visited my studio on Thursday. I was nervous at first, but it was nice to have someone ask me some critical questions about this new body of work I’m building. I had to think on my toes at times, but I think he liked most of it, and I think the show will be well executed. I’m pretty excited to see how everything is going to come together in the end and how all of our pieces will relate to each other in a singular space. 

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I’ll end this with a couple additions: 

  • I bought some candle wax for future casts that I plan on experimenting with
  • I revised my artist statement to reflect the new body of work amassing in my studio

NOTES ON CAMP (1964)

Here is Susan Sontag’s 58-point treatise that defines the term “camp” and that arguably brought it into mainstream use. For the full essay, visit here.

1. To start very generally: Camp is a certain mode of aestheticism. It is one way of seeing the world as an aesthetic phenomenon. That way, the way of Camp, is not in terms of beauty, but in terms of the degree of artifice, of stylization.

2. To emphasize style is to slight content, or to introduce an attitude which is neutral with respect to content. It goes without saying that the Camp sensibility is disengaged, depoliticized — or at least apolitical.

3. Not only is there a Camp vision, a Camp way of looking at things. Camp is as well a quality discoverable in objects and the behavior of persons. There are “campy” movies, clothes, furniture, popular songs, novels, people, buildings. . . . This distinction is important. True, the Camp eye has the power to transform experience. But not everything can be seen as Camp. It’s not all in the eye of the beholder.

4. Random examples of items which are part of the canon of Camp:

    Zuleika Dobson
    Tiffany lamps
    Scopitone films
    The Brown Derby restaurant on Sunset Boulevard in LA
    The Enquirer, headlines and stories
    Aubrey Beardsley drawings
    Swan Lake
    Bellini’s operas
    Visconti’s direction of Salome and ‘Tis Pity She’s a Whore
    certain turn-of-the-century picture postcards
    Schoedsack’s King Kong
    the Cuban pop singer La Lupe
    Lynn Ward’s novel in woodcuts, God’s Man
    the old Flash Gordon comics
    women’s clothes of the twenties (feather boas, fringed and beaded dresses, etc.)
    the novels of Ronald Firbank and Ivy Compton-Burnett
    stag movies seen without lust

5. Camp taste has an affinity for certain arts rather than others. Clothes, furniture, all the elements of visual décor, for instance, make up a large part of Camp. For Camp art is often decorative art, emphasizing texture, sensuous surface, and style at the expense of content. Concert music, though, because it is contentless, is rarely Camp. It offers no opportunity, say, for a contrast between silly or extravagant content and rich form. . . . Sometimes whole art forms become saturated with Camp. Classical ballet, opera, movies have seemed so for a long time. In the last two years, popular music (post rock-‘n’-roll, what the French call yé yé) has been annexed. And movie criticism (like lists of “The 10 Best Bad Movies I Have Seen”) is probably the greatest popularizer of Camp taste today, because most people still go to the movies in a high-spirited and unpretentious way.

6. There is a sense in which it is correct to say: “It’s too good to be Camp.” Or “too important,” not marginal enough. (More on this later.) Thus, the personality and many of the works of Jean Cocteau are Camp, but not those of André Gide; the operas of Richard Strauss, but not those of Wagner; concoctions of Tin Pan Alley and Liverpool, but not jazz. Many examples of Camp are things which, from a “serious” point of view, are either bad art or kitsch. Not all, though. Not only is Camp not necessarily bad art, but some art which can be approached as Camp (example: the major films of Louis Feuillade) merits the most serious admiration and study.

7. All Camp objects, and persons, contain a large element of artifice. Nothing in nature can be campy . . . Rural Camp is still man-made, and most campy objects are urban. (Yet, they often have a serenity — or a naiveté — which is the equivalent of pastoral. A great deal of Camp suggests Empson’s phrase, “urban pastoral.”)

8. Camp is a vision of the world in terms of style — but a particular kind of style. It is the love of the exaggerated, the “off,” of things-being-what-they-are-not. The best example is in Art Nouveau, the most typical and fully developed Camp style. Art Nouveau objects, typically, convert one thing into something else: the lighting fixtures in the form of flowering plants, the living room which is really a grotto. A remarkable example: the Paris Métro entrances designed by Hector Guimard in the late 1890s in the shape of cast-iron orchid stalks.

9. As a taste in persons, Camp responds particularly to the markedly attenuated and to the strongly exaggerated. The androgyne is certainly one of the great images of Camp sensibility. Examples: the swooning, slim, sinuous figures of pre-Raphaelite painting and poetry; the thin, flowing, sexless bodies in Art Nouveau prints and posters, presented in relief on lamps and ashtrays; the haunting androgynous vacancy behind the perfect beauty of Greta Garbo. Here, Camp taste draws on a mostly unacknowledged truth of taste: the most refined form of sexual attractiveness (as well as the most refined form of sexual pleasure) consists in going against the grain of one’s sex. What is most beautiful in virile men is something feminine; what is most beautiful in feminine women is something masculine. . . . Allied to the Camp taste for the androgynous is something that seems quite different but isn’t: a relish for the exaggeration of sexual characteristics and personality mannerisms. For obvious reasons, the best examples that can be cited are movie stars. The corny flamboyant female-ness of Jayne Mansfield, Gina Lollobrigida, Jane Russell, Virginia Mayo; the exaggerated he-man-ness of Steve Reeves, Victor Mature. The great stylists of temperament and mannerism, like Bette Davis, Barbara Stanwyck, Tallulah Bankhead, Edwige Feuillière.

10. Camp sees everything in quotation marks. It’s not a lamp, but a “lamp”; not a woman, but a “woman.” To perceive Camp in objects and persons is to understand Being-as-Playing-a-Role. It is the farthest extension, in sensibility, of the metaphor of life as theater.

11. Camp is the triumph of the epicene style. (The convertibility of “man” and “woman,” “person” and “thing.”) But all style, that is, artifice, is, ultimately, epicene. Life is not stylish. Neither is nature.

12. The question isn’t, “Why travesty, impersonation, theatricality?” The question is, rather, “When does travesty, impersonation, theatricality acquire the special flavor of Camp?” Why is the atmosphere of Shakespeare’s comedies (As You Like It, etc.) not epicene, while that of Der Rosenkavalier is?

13. The dividing line seems to fall in the 18th century; there the origins of Camp taste are to be found (Gothic novels, Chinoiserie, caricature, artificial ruins, and so forth.) But the relation to nature was quite different then. In the 18th century, people of taste either patronized nature (Strawberry Hill) or attempted to remake it into something artificial (Versailles). They also indefatigably patronized the past. Today’s Camp taste effaces nature, or else contradicts it outright. And the relation of Camp taste to the past is extremely sentimental.

14. A pocket history of Camp might, of course, begin farther back — with the mannerist artists like Pontormo, Rosso, and Caravaggio, or the extraordinarily theatrical painting of Georges de La Tour, or Euphuism (Lyly, etc.) in literature. Still, the soundest starting point seems to be the late 17th and early 18th century, because of that period’s extraordinary feeling for artifice, for surface, for symmetry; its taste for the picturesque and the thrilling, its elegant conventions for representing instant feeling and the total presence of character — the epigram and the rhymed couplet (in words), the flourish (in gesture and in music). The late 17th and early 18th century is the great period of Camp: Pope, Congreve, Walpole, etc, but not Swift; les précieux in France; the rococo churches of Munich; Pergolesi. Somewhat later: much of Mozart. But in the 19th century, what had been distributed throughout all of high culture now becomes a special taste; it takes on overtones of the acute, the esoteric, the perverse. Confining the story to England alone, we see Camp continuing wanly through 19th century aestheticism (Bume-Jones, Pater, Ruskin, Tennyson), emerging full-blown with the Art Nouveau movement in the visual and decorative arts, and finding its conscious ideologists in such “wits” as Wilde and Firbank.

15. Of course, to say all these things are Camp is not to argue they are simply that. A full analysis of Art Nouveau, for instance, would scarcely equate it with Camp. But such an analysis cannot ignore what in Art Nouveau allows it to be experienced as Camp. Art Nouveau is full of “content,” even of a political-moral sort; it was a revolutionary movement in the arts, spurred on by a Utopian vision (somewhere between William Morris and the Bauhaus group) of an organic politics and taste. Yet there is also a feature of the Art Nouveau objects which suggests a disengaged, unserious, “aesthete’s” vision. This tells us something important about Art Nouveau — and about what the lens of Camp, which blocks out content, is.

16. Thus, the Camp sensibility is one that is alive to a double sense in which some things can be taken. But this is not the familiar split-level construction of a literal meaning, on the one hand, and a symbolic meaning, on the other. It is the difference, rather, between the thing as meaning something, anything, and the thing as pure artifice.

17. This comes out clearly in the vulgar use of the word Camp as a verb, “to camp,” something that people do. To camp is a mode of seduction — one which employs flamboyant mannerisms susceptible of a double interpretation; gestures full of duplicity, with a witty meaning for cognoscenti and another, more impersonal, for outsiders. Equally and by extension, when the word becomes a noun, when a person or a thing is “a camp,” a duplicity is involved. Behind the “straight” public sense in which something can be taken, one has found a private zany experience of the thing.

18. One must distinguish between naïve and deliberate Camp. Pure Camp is always naive. Camp which knows itself to be Camp (“camping”) is usually less satisfying.

19. The pure examples of Camp are unintentional; they are dead serious. The Art Nouveau craftsman who makes a lamp with a snake coiled around it is not kidding, nor is he trying to be charming. He is saying, in all earnestness: Voilà! the Orient! Genuine Camp — for instance, the numbers devised for the Warner Brothers musicals of the early thirties (42nd Street; The Golddiggers of 1933; … of 1935; … of 1937; etc.) by Busby Berkeley — does not mean to be funny. Camping — say, the plays of Noel Coward — does. It seems unlikely that much of the traditional opera repertoire could be such satisfying Camp if the melodramatic absurdities of most opera plots had not been taken seriously by their composers. One doesn’t need to know the artist’s private intentions. The work tells all. (Compare a typical 19th century opera with Samuel Barber’s Vanessa, a piece of manufactured, calculated Camp, and the difference is clear.)

20. Probably, intending to be campy is always harmful. The perfection of Trouble in Paradise and The Maltese Falcon, among the greatest Camp movies ever made, comes from the effortless smooth way in which tone is maintained. This is not so with such famous would-be Camp films of the fifties as All About Eve and Beat the Devil. These more recent movies have their fine moments, but the first is so slick and the second so hysterical; they want so badly to be campy that they’re continually losing the beat. . . . Perhaps, though, it is not so much a question of the unintended effect versus the conscious intention, as of the delicate relation between parody and self-parody in Camp. The films of Hitchcock are a showcase for this problem. When self-parody lacks ebullience but instead reveals (even sporadically) a contempt for one’s themes and one’s materials – as in To Catch a Thief, Rear Window, North by Northwest — the results are forced and heavy-handed, rarely Camp. Successful Camp — a movie like Carné’s Drôle de Drame; the film performances of Mae West and Edward Everett Horton; portions of the Goon Show — even when it reveals self-parody, reeks of self-love.

21. So, again, Camp rests on innocence. That means Camp discloses innocence, but also, when it can, corrupts it. Objects, being objects, don’t change when they are singled out by the Camp vision. Persons, however, respond to their audiences. Persons begin “camping”: Mae West, Bea Lillie, La Lupe, Tallulah Bankhead in Lifeboat, Bette Davis in All About Eve. (Persons can even be induced to camp without their knowing it. Consider the way Fellini got Anita Ekberg to parody herself in La Dolce Vita.)

22. Considered a little less strictly, Camp is either completely naive or else wholly conscious (when one plays at being campy). An example of the latter: Wilde’s epigrams themselves.

23. In naïve, or pure, Camp, the essential element is seriousness, a seriousness that fails. Of course, not all seriousness that fails can be redeemed as Camp. Only that which has the proper mixture of the exaggerated, the fantastic, the passionate, and the naïve.

24. When something is just bad (rather than Camp), it’s often because it is too mediocre in its ambition. The artist hasn’t attempted to do anything really outlandish. (“It’s too much,” “It’s too fantastic,” “It’s not to be believed,” are standard phrases of Camp enthusiasm.)

25. The hallmark of Camp is the spirit of extravagance. Camp is a woman walking around in a dress made of three million feathers. Camp is the paintings of Carlo Crivelli, with their real jewels and trompe-l’oeil insects and cracks in the masonry. Camp is the outrageous aestheticism of Steinberg’s six American movies with Dietrich, all six, but especially the last, The Devil Is a Woman. . . . In Camp there is often something démesuré in the quality of the ambition, not only in the style of the work itself. Gaudí’s lurid and beautiful buildings in Barcelona are Camp not only because of their style but because they reveal — most notably in the Cathedral of the Sagrada Familia — the ambition on the part of one man to do what it takes a generation, a whole culture to accomplish.

26. Camp is art that proposes itself seriously, but cannot be taken altogether seriously because it is “too much.” Titus Andronicus and Strange Interlude are almost Camp, or could be played as Camp. The public manner and rhetoric of de Gaulle, often, are pure Camp.

27. A work can come close to Camp, but not make it, because it succeeds. Eisenstein’s films are seldom Camp because, despite all exaggeration, they do succeed (dramatically) without surplus. If they were a little more “off,” they could be great Camp – particularly Ivan the Terrible I & II. The same for Blake’s drawings and paintings, weird and mannered as they are. They aren’t Camp; though Art Nouveau, influenced by Blake, is.

28. Again, Camp is the attempt to do something extraordinary. But extraordinary in the sense, often, of being special, glamorous. (The curved line, the extravagant gesture.) Not extraordinary merely in the sense of effort. Ripley’s Believe-It-Or-Not items are rarely campy. These items, either natural oddities (the two-headed rooster, the eggplant in the shape of a cross) or else the products of immense labor (the man who walked from here to China on his hands, the woman who engraved the New Testament on the head of a pin), lack the visual reward – the glamour, the theatricality – that marks off certain extravagances as Camp.

29. The reason a movie like On the Beach, books like Winesburg, Ohio and For Whom the Bell Tolls are bad to the point of being laughable, but not bad to the point of being enjoyable, is that they are too dogged and pretentious. They lack fantasy. There is Camp in such bad movies as The Prodigal and Samson and Delilah, the series of Italian color spectacles featuring the super-hero Maciste, numerous Japanese science fiction films (Rodan, The Mysterians, The H-Man) because, in their relative unpretentiousness and vulgarity, they are more extreme and irresponsible in their fantasy – and therefore touching and quite enjoyable.

30. Of course, the canon of Camp can change. Time has a great deal to do with it. Time may enhance what seems simply dogged or lacking in fantasy now because we are too close to it, because it resembles too closely our own everyday fantasies, the fantastic nature of which we don’t perceive. We are better able to enjoy a fantasy as fantasy when it is not our own.

31. This is why so many of the objects prized by Camp taste are old-fashioned, out-of-date, démodé. It’s not a love of the old as such. It’s simply that the process of aging or deterioration provides the necessary detachment — or arouses a necessary sympathy. When the theme is important, and contemporary, the failure of a work of art may make us indignant. Time can change that. Time liberates the work of art from moral relevance, delivering it over to the Camp sensibility. . . . Another effect: time contracts the sphere of banality. (Banality is, strictly speaking, always a category of the contemporary.) What was banal can, with the passage of time, become fantastic. Many people who listen with delight to the style of Rudy Vallee revived by the English pop group, The Temperance Seven, would have been driven up the wall by Rudy Vallee in his heyday.

32. Camp is the glorification of “character.” The statement is of no importance – except, of course, to the person (Loie Fuller, Gaudí, Cecil B. De Mille, Crivelli, de Gaulle, etc.) who makes it. What the Camp eye appreciates is the unity, the force of the person. In every move the aging Martha Graham makes she’s being Martha Graham, etc., etc. . . . This is clear in the case of the great serious idol of Camp taste, Greta Garbo. Garbo’s incompetence (at the least, lack of depth) as an actress enhances her beauty. She’s always herself.

33. What Camp taste responds to is “instant character” (this is, of course, very 18th century); and, conversely, what it is not stirred by is the sense of the development of character. Character is understood as a state of continual incandescence – a person being one, very intense thing. This attitude toward character is a key element of the theatricalization of experience embodied in the Camp sensibility. And it helps account for the fact that opera and ballet are experienced as such rich treasures of Camp, for neither of these forms can easily do justice to the complexity of human nature. Wherever there is development of character, Camp is reduced. Among operas, for example, La Traviata (which has some small development of character) is less campy than Il Trovatore(which has none).
34. Camp taste turns its back on the good-bad axis of ordinary aesthetic judgment. Camp doesn’t reverse things. It doesn’t argue that the good is bad, or the bad is good. What it does is to offer for art (and life) a different — a supplementary — set of standards.

35. Ordinarily we value a work of art because of the seriousness and dignity of what it achieves. We value it because it succeeds – in being what it is and, presumably, in fulfilling the intention that lies behind it. We assume a proper, that is to say, straightforward relation between intention and performance. By such standards, we appraise The Iliad, Aristophanes’ plays, The Art of the Fugue, Middlemarch, the paintings of Rembrandt, Chartres, the poetry of Donne, The Divine Comedy, Beethoven’s quartets, and – among people – Socrates, Jesus, St. Francis, Napoleon, Savonarola. In short, the pantheon of high culture: truth, beauty, and seriousness.

36. But there are other creative sensibilities besides the seriousness (both tragic and comic) of high culture and of the high style of evaluating people. And one cheats oneself, as a human being, if one has respect only for the style of high culture, whatever else one may do or feel on the sly.

37. The first sensibility, that of high culture, is basically moralistic. The second sensibility, that of extreme states of feeling, represented in much contemporary “avant-garde” art, gains power by a tension between moral and aesthetic passion. The third, Camp, is wholly aesthetic.

38. Camp is the consistently aesthetic experience of the world. It incarnates a victory of “style” over “content,” “aesthetics” over “morality,” of irony over tragedy.

39. Camp and tragedy are antitheses. There is seriousness in Camp (seriousness in the degree of the artist’s involvement) and, often, pathos. The excruciating is also one of the tonalities of Camp; it is the quality of excruciation in much of Henry James (for instance, The Europeans, The Awkward Age, The Wings of the Dove) that is responsible for the large element of Camp in his writings. But there is never, never tragedy.

40. Style is everything. Genet’s ideas, for instance, are very Camp. Genet’s statement that “the only criterion of an act is its elegance”2 is virtually interchangeable, as a statement, with Wilde’s “in matters of great importance, the vital element is not sincerity, but style.” But what counts, finally, is the style in which ideas are held. The ideas about morality and politics in, say, Lady Windemere’s Fan and in Major Barbara are Camp, but not just because of the nature of the ideas themselves. It is those ideas, held in a special playful way. The Camp ideas in Our Lady of the Flowers are maintained too grimly, and the writing itself is too successfully elevated and serious, for Genet’s books to be Camp.

41. The whole point of Camp is to dethrone the serious. Camp is playful, anti-serious. More precisely, Camp involves a new, more complex relation to “the serious.” One can be serious about the frivolous, frivolous about the serious.

42. One is drawn to Camp when one realizes that “sincerity” is not enough. Sincerity can be simple philistinism, intellectual narrowness.

43. The traditional means for going beyond straight seriousness – irony, satire – seem feeble today, inadequate to the culturally oversaturated medium in which contemporary sensibility is schooled. Camp introduces a new standard: artifice as an ideal, theatricality.

44. Camp proposes a comic vision of the world. But not a bitter or polemical comedy. If tragedy is an experience of hyperinvolvement, comedy is an experience of underinvolvement, of detachment.
45. Detachment is the prerogative of an elite; and as the dandy is the 19th century’s surrogate for the aristocrat in matters of culture, so Camp is the modern dandyism. Camp is the answer to the problem: how to be a dandy in the age of mass culture.

46. The dandy was overbred. His posture was disdain, or else ennui. He sought rare sensations, undefiled by mass appreciation. (Models: Des Esseintes in Huysmans’ À Rebours, Marius the Epicurean, Valéry’s Monsieur Teste.) He was dedicated to “good taste.”

47. Wilde himself is a transitional figure. The man who, when he first came to London, sported a velvet beret, lace shirts, velveteen knee-breeches and black silk stockings, could never depart too far in his life from the pleasures of the old-style dandy; this conservatism is reflected in The Picture of Dorian Gray. But many of his attitudes suggest something more modern. It was Wilde who formulated an important element of the Camp sensibility — the equivalence of all objects — when he announced his intention of “living up” to his blue-and-white china, or declared that a doorknob could be as admirable as a painting. When he proclaimed the importance of the necktie, the boutonniere, the chair, Wilde was anticipating the democratic esprit of Camp.

48. The old-style dandy hated vulgarity. The new-style dandy, the lover of Camp, appreciates vulgarity. Where the dandy would be continually offended or bored, the connoisseur of Camp is continually amused, delighted. The dandy held a perfumed handkerchief to his nostrils and was liable to swoon; the connoisseur of Camp sniffs the stink and prides himself on his strong nerves.

49. It is a feat, of course. A feat goaded on, in the last analysis, by the threat of boredom. The relation between boredom and Camp taste cannot be overestimated. Camp taste is by its nature possible only in affluent societies, in societies or circles capable of experiencing the psychopathology of affluence.

50. Aristocracy is a position vis-à-vis culture (as well as vis-à-vis power), and the history of Camp taste is part of the history of snob taste. But since no authentic aristocrats in the old sense exist today to sponsor special tastes, who is the bearer of this taste? Answer: an improvised self-elected class, mainly homosexuals, who constitute themselves as aristocrats of taste.

51. The peculiar relation between Camp taste and homosexuality has to be explained. While it’s not true that Camp taste is homosexual taste, there is no doubt a peculiar affinity and overlap. Not all liberals are Jews, but Jews have shown a peculiar affinity for liberal and reformist causes. So, not all homosexuals have Camp taste. But homosexuals, by and large, constitute the vanguard — and the most articulate audience — of Camp. (The analogy is not frivolously chosen. Jews and homosexuals are the outstanding creative minorities in contemporary urban culture. Creative, that is, in the truest sense: they are creators of sensibilities. The two pioneering forces of modern sensibility are Jewish moral seriousness and homosexual aestheticism and irony.)

52. The reason for the flourishing of the aristocratic posture among homosexuals also seems to parallel the Jewish case. For every sensibility is self-serving to the group that promotes it. Jewish liberalism is a gesture of self-legitimization. So is Camp taste, which definitely has something propagandistic about it. Needless to say, the propaganda operates in exactly the opposite direction. The Jews pinned their hopes for integrating into modern society on promoting the moral sense. Homosexuals have pinned their integration into society on promoting the aesthetic sense. Camp is a solvent of morality. It neutralizes moral indignation, sponsors playfulness.

53. Nevertheless, even though homosexuals have been its vanguard, Camp taste is much more than homosexual taste. Obviously, its metaphor of life as theater is peculiarly suited as a justification and projection of a certain aspect of the situation of homosexuals. (The Camp insistence on not being “serious,” on playing, also connects with the homosexual’s desire to remain youthful.) Yet one feels that if homosexuals hadn’t more or less invented Camp, someone else would. For the aristocratic posture with relation to culture cannot die, though it may persist only in increasingly arbitrary and ingenious ways. Camp is (to repeat) the relation to style in a time in which the adoption of style — as such — has become altogether questionable. (In the modem era, each new style, unless frankly anachronistic, has come on the scene as an anti-style.)

54. The experiences of Camp are based on the great discovery that the sensibility of high culture has no monopoly upon refinement. Camp asserts that good taste is not simply good taste; that there exists, indeed, a good taste of bad taste. (Genet talks about this in Our Lady of the Flowers.) The discovery of the good taste of bad taste can be very liberating. The man who insists on high and serious pleasures is depriving himself of pleasure; he continually restricts what he can enjoy; in the constant exercise of his good taste he will eventually price himself out of the market, so to speak. Here Camp taste supervenes upon good taste as a daring and witty hedonism. It makes the man of good taste cheerful, where before he ran the risk of being chronically frustrated. It is good for the digestion.

55. Camp taste is, above all, a mode of enjoyment, of appreciation – not judgment. Camp is generous. It wants to enjoy. It only seems like malice, cynicism. (Or, if it is cynicism, it’s not a ruthless but a sweet cynicism.) Camp taste doesn’t propose that it is in bad taste to be serious; it doesn’t sneer at someone who succeeds in being seriously dramatic. What it does is to find the success in certain passionate failures.

56. Camp taste is a kind of love, love for human nature. It relishes, rather than judges, the little triumphs and awkward intensities of “character.” . . . Camp taste identifies with what it is enjoying. People who share this sensibility are not laughing at the thing they label as “a camp,” they’re enjoying it. Camp is a tender feeling.

57. Camp taste nourishes itself on the love that has gone into certain objects and personal styles. The absence of this love is the reason why such kitsch items as Peyton Place (the book) and the Tishman Building aren’t Camp.

58. The ultimate Camp statement: it’s good because it’s awful . . . Of course, one can’t always say that. Only under certain conditions, those which I’ve tried to sketch in these notes.

CONNECTING TO CAMP

Susan Sontag shed light on all things “camp” over 50 years ago with her essay, Notes on Camp, in 1964. That essay arguably propelled her into the intellectual spotlight, as well as made camp mainstream terminology. But camp, in my opinion and others, can never really be mainstream, no matter how hard the media and celebrities try to make it such.

Hocus-Pocus

This week, I read an article in Hyperallergic, titled “Shifting From Catholicism to Camp, Met Gala Tries to Update Susan Sontag” and it just got me thinking about camp in general, and how that aesthetic might relate to my work. In it, the author notes that although ostensibly well-intentioned, the curators of the Meta Gala may be missing the mark by undermining and not paying enough tribute to gay and queer culture’s influence on camp aesthetic and, as Sontag puts it, its sensibilities. This led me to read through other articles written by several authors to get their opinions.

It’s sort of unclear what exactly differentiates camp today from camp as Susan Sontag knew it, or whether camp even still exists. Andrew Bolton, the head curator for the upcoming Met Gala, mentions all kinds of camp. Pop camp, queer camp, political camp, high camp… e5f6fc87515880bfd812011c7c49fd7bWhere can we find those camps? John Waters, the Connoisseur of Camp, was said to have even been offended by the mere mention of the word “camp” in a recent interview in 2017, saying “I don’t know anyone that would ever say the word camp out loud, it’s like an 80-year-old gay man in a 1950s antique shop under a Tiffany lamp shade.” That leads me to wonder whether the actual word “camp” is  now outdated or irrelevant. Can a word be archaic, but its presence or reputation still persist?

Camp is undoubtedly esoteric in nature, only capable of being seen by individuals “in on the joke” and not by those at large. For example, some could only see a pop artist like Lady Gaga as just being overly flashy or “in your face,” but to those who get the references, then things like her music videos can take on an entirely different meaning. As such, camp has had a strong connection, even relationship, with queer culture. This is in part due to the performative nature camp presents itself, and those in LGBTQ communities know all too well what it means to perform, as in one’s own gender. However, camp later became commonly used as another word for “flamboyant” or “gay-seeming” in a derogatory way, which may have resulted in its usage falling out of favor. In her essay, Sontag mentions this by saying, “The history of camp taste is part of the history of snob taste, but since no authentic aristocrats in the old sense exist today to sponsor special tastes, who is the bearer of this taste?” What came out of the lack of modern aristocracy was “an improvised self-elected class, mainly homosexuals, who constitute themselves as aristocrats of taste.”

But in getting back to the article, I have to agree with the author in Hyperallergic and say, I think the Met Gala will ultimately fall victim to taking itself too seriously by not being able to be authentic to camp’s sensibilities, as well as not really honoring camp’s inseparable relationship with queerness. I think what we’ll see is just another Gautier gown or jaw-dropping Gucci dress “in the fashion of” camp. Kind of defeats the point.

All of this led me to consider my own relationship with queer culture, identity, and aesthetics and how that all comes through in my work. I’m now wondering if my art can be seen as campy at times, or whether it’s just kitsch (the two terms are similar, often used interchangably, but ultimately come down to their original intentions.)

I would like to include more humor and play in my work, but at the same time stay political and keep the focus on the issues at hand. I think camp is a tool that can help me do that. I often take myself too serious, but I’m trying to “let go” and this article was just a small reminder for me to keep doing just that, and to just have fun with it.

Like RuPaul says, “At the end of the day, it’s just drag.”